noiembrie 14, 2011
Another letter to the Vodka drinker
noiembrie 02, 2011
[draft]
E linişte, dar e liniştea dinaintea replicii furtunii. Am tras linie, dar potopul n-a trecut. Mă pregătesc să scriu nota de subsol.
mai 19, 2011
mai 14, 2011
I'm out of yellow post its
februarie 07, 2011
ianuarie 01, 2011
octombrie 17, 2010
(i'll squeal said she
just once said he)
it's fun said she
(may i touch said he
how much said she
a lot said he)
why not said she
(let's go said he
not too far said she
what's too far said he
where you are said she)
may i stay said he
which way said she
like this said he
if you kiss said she
may i move said he
is it love said she)
if you're willing said he
(but you're killing said she
but it's life said he
but your wife said she
now said he)
ow said she
(tiptop said he
don't stop said she
oh no said he)
go slow said she
(cccome?said he
ummm said she)
you're divine!said he
(you are Mine said she)
septembrie 27, 2010
iulie 05, 2010
MAUD MULLER, on a summer's day,
Raked the meadow sweet with hay.
Beneath her torn hat glowed the wealth
Of simple beauty and rustic health.
Singing, she wrought, and her merry glee
The mock-bird echoed from his tree.
But when she glanced to the far-off town,
White from its hill-slope looking down,
The sweet song died, and a vague unrest
And a nameless longing filled her breast,
A wish, that she hardly dared to own,
For something better than she had known.
The Judge rode slowly down the lane,
Smoothing his horse's chestnut mane.
He drew his bridle in the shade
Of the apple-trees, to greet the maid,
And ask a draught from the spring that flowed
Through the meadow across the road.
She stooped where the cool spring bubbled up,
And filled for him her small tin cup,
And blushed as she gave it, looking down
On her feet so bare, and her tattered gown.
"Thanks!" said the Judge; "a sweeter draught
From a fairer hand was never quaffed."
He spoke of the grass and flowers and trees,
Of the singing birds and the humming bees;
Then talked of the haying, and wondered whether
The cloud in the west would bring foul weather.
And Maud forgot her brier-torn gown,
And her graceful ankles bare and brown;
And listened, while a pleased surprise
Looked from her long-lashed hazel eyes.
At last, like one who for delay
Seeks a vain excuse, he rode away.
Maud Muller looked and sighed: "Ah me!
That I the Judge's bride might be!
"He would dress me up in silks so fine,
And praise and toast me at his wine.
"My father should wear a broadcloth coat;
My brother should sail a painted boat.
"I'd dress my mother so grand and gay,
And the baby should have a new toy each day.
"And I'd feed the hungry and clothe the poor
And all should bless me who left our door."
The Judge looked back as he climbed the hill,
And saw Maud Muller standing still.
"A form more fair, a face more sweet
Ne'er hath it been my lot to meet.
"And her modest answer and graceful air
Show her wise and good as she is fair.
"Would she were mine, and I to-day,
Like her, a harvester of hay
"No doubtful balance of rights and wrongs,
Nor weary lawyers with endless tongues,
"But low of cattle and song of birds,
And health and quiet and loving words."
But he thought of his sisters, proud and cold,
And his mother, vain of her rank and gold.
So, closing his heart, the Judge rode on,
And Maud was left in the field alone.
But the lawyers smiled that afternoon,
When he hummed in court an old love-tune;
And the young girl mused beside the well,
Till the rain on the unraked clover,
He wedded a wife of richest dower,
Who lived for fashion, as he for power.
Yet oft, in his marble hearth's bright glow,
He watched a picture come and go;
And sweet Maud Muller's hazel eyes
Looked out in their innocent surprise.
Oft, when the wine in his glass was red,
He longed for the wayside well instead;
And closed his eyes on his garnished rooms
To dream of meadows and clover-blooms.
And the proud man sighed, with a secret pain,
"Ah, that I were free again!
"Free as when I rode that day,
Where the barefoot maiden raked her hay."
She wedded a man unlearned and poor,
And many children played round her door.
But care and sorrow, and childbirth pain,
Left their traces on heart and brain.
And oft, when the summer sun shone hot
On the new-mown hay in the meadow lot,
And she heard the little spring brook fall
Over the roadside, through the wall;
In the shade of the apple-tree again
She saw a rider draw his rein.
And gazing down with timid grace
She felt his pleased eyes read her face.
Sometimes her narrow kitchen walls
Stretched away into stately halls;
The weary wheel to a spinnet turned,
The tallow candle an astral burned,
And for him who sat by the chimney lug,
Dozing and grumbling o'er pipe and mug,
A manly form at her side she saw,
And joy was duty and love was law.
Then she took up her burden of life again,
Saying only, "it might have been."
Alas for maiden, alas for Judge,
For rich repiner and household drudge!
God pity them both! and pity us all,
Who vainly the dreams of youth recall.
For of all sad words of tongue or pen,
The saddest are these: "It might have been!"
Ah, well! for us all some sweet hope lies
Deeply buried from human eyes;
And, in the hereafter, angels may
Roll the stone from its grave away!
-THE END-
John Greenleaf Whittier's poem: Maud Muller
iunie 18, 2010
martie 13, 2010
februarie 13, 2010
februarie 10, 2010
noiembrie 07, 2009
Meet me in Stockholm next year
Prietenii decupaţi în serie din hârtie creponată s-au topit, fără urmă de regret, sub stropii viguroşi ai ploilor de toamnă.
Nu mai intru în aceleaşi parcuri de teama fantomelor calde. Omizile ocoleau mereu cu indiferenţă trupurile mute ce tânjeau după apropieri ambigue. Să fie eşecuri sau aşa arată de fapt partea plină a paharului?
Nu există căi de întoarcere, ci doar cărări neexperimentate şi ostile. Optimismul e din ce în ce mai perimat.
Spaţiul devine dinadins tot mai îngust, timpul e nejustificat mai lacom.
Meet me next year, sailor!
octombrie 31, 2009
despre oameni

Da, alter ego-ul meu se dezice de mine şi vrea să scrie pe blog. Ţine să spună lumii că nimic nu e nou sub soarele ăsta de toamnă. Oamenii rămîn ataşaţi de vechile lor obiceiuri, dar încurcatele căi ale tehnologiei îi mai determină uneori pe oameni să asculte muzică de împrumut. O fi ciudat că unui om care ascultă mult black metal i se pare că o trupă Kasabian sună niţel ca un nene Panjabi? Oamenii merg la film şi le place teribil de mult atmosfera de acolo. Oamenii speră, pentru că speranţa e mai nemuritoare decît Duncan McLoud, chiar dacă este de multe ori şi nejustificată. „Bad things don’t happen to beautiful people” – Kelly Bundy
Oamenilor le bate inima puternic cînd văd miraje pe coridoarele universităţii. Oamenii poartă atunci zîmbete veştejite pe tricouri demodate. Oamenii ţin capul sus.
octombrie 26, 2009
septembrie 25, 2009
some unfinished stories

Some drown their highest dreams in deep glasses of wine, while others feed from love stories written with honey and milk.
Some reject butterflies, while others hunt for bats.
Some don't find time to be happy for themselves, because they're too busy fading out in someone else's personality.
Some give up their received gifts to embrace those who belong to others.
Some complete stories are long forgotten, while others will never end, for they're missing-parts puzzles.
septembrie 23, 2009
ianuarie 04, 2008
supradoza de sentimente
ianuarie 02, 2008
Elucubratii
Prieteni lipsiţi de prietenie – o metaforă reuşită, un adevăr crud. O mulţime de clowni cu pretenţii de scriitori geniali se închid în turnul lor de fildeş, observă lumea printr-o perdea, iar apoi vând definiţii second-hand despre dragoste şi viaţă. Eterni adolescenţi ale căror „comori” vor rămâne mereu frustrarea şi nesiguranţa. Eterni virgini care-şi strigă virilitatea în cele 4 zări. Vulgaritatea boemă este marea artă a momentului. Nuca aplicată mai forţat decât e nevoie în perete provoacă sentimente inefabile. Genii pustii privesc dezgustate în jur în timp ce se scufundă în pahare de gin tonic; e singurul aliat când nimeni din jur nu se ridică la sublimele lor aşteptări.
Mai comod decât să ne autocunoaştem, ni se spune că este să repetăm succesele părinţilor.
Nu văd, nu aud, dar îţi simt parfumul. La fel de ieftin ca tine… Ne desparte un zid prin care-ţi închipui că nu pot vedea. Nu te cunosc, dar ştiu cine eşti. Îmi e de ajuns ca tu să nu mă poţi păcăli. Nu-mi poţi impune să gândesc ca tine. Micuţă larvă, ca să devii fluture ai nevoie să-ţi crească aripi.


















