When you feel like re-opening the chest of memories, just remember this

Things end, but memories last forever...

Today I liked this link on a Facebook wall, but truth is dog days are far from over. For the past two weeks I've been sipping literally buckets of coffee, bitter from all the sadness and stress I've been dealing with. My daymares feed my nightmares and viceversa. I'm so afraid of not finding the inner strength to make plans come true and moreover... some days I miss him so much, I don't know if I'm gonna make it.

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When people ask you at 18 where do you see yourself at 24, you come up with a shiny bright future plan. But it seems that the work you've put in wasn't enough and you find yourself, at 24, looking in a mirror, much older than you thought you'd be, with less achievements than you would have expected and suddenly you lose the last ray of hope you were keeping and you feel forced to give up. Isn't it awkward to feel that your life is over at 24 years of age and all because you weren't able to make the right decisions for yourself?

LOVE is BLIND

Miss you less, see you more

I can't anticipate what the future has in store for us. But I'm certain you're still gonna be in my heart for quite a while now. 

iMissyou

I'm just (still) in love with you. That's all

Parafrazându-l pe Bukowski... I stopped looking for the Dream Man, now I just want one that is not a nightmare (sau cel puţin e sănătos la cap)

I know you have to hate me
But could you hate me less?

“If I had my way we’d sleep every night all wrapped around each other like hibernating rattlesnakes.”

— William S. Burroughs

is it too late?

I almost told you that I loved you

...thank God I didn't
It would've been a lie
I say the damnest things when your on top of me

I almost told you that I loved you

unsent01

"Knock, knock!"

"Who's there?"

"Amish..."

"Amish who?"

"Amish You!"

*asshole

Primele două luni

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Plouă. Stop. De 18 zile ...plouă. Stop. Se intensifică pe zi ce trece. Stop. Încă nu s-au înregistrat descărcări electrice sau grindină, dar, în perioada următoare, se prognozează şi aşa ceva. Stop.  Din bătrâni se spune că ar trebui să mai stea ploaia cam prin februarie. Stop. Tot înţelepciunea populară spune că nu e bine ca în astfel de momente să te adăposteşti sub vreun copac...Stop.

What you want is what you get

I'm tired of hiding like I'm (we're) doing something wrong. I don't want to pretend that I don't care and that I find it easy to let (you) go. Even though I'm not in love with you, I care and I find it quite hard to deal with the idea that I'm not going to see you or be able to speak to you again. You don't have the right to refuse me my memories, after you selfishly insisted we created them!

I don't feel comfortable to put up with your stone cold attitude. I don't even care what you want or I'd better say don't want at this time. I decided that for the time that we got left I'm going to be selfish, as selfish as you used to be when I begged you not to. It doesn't even matter if I'll get bruised out of this, I just want to hold you close, feel your warmth, because this is what will keep me grounded for some time after you'll vanish. 

Then we won't have anything to worry about, we'll just go on with our lives as if we never met...

Uhm...tweet

-It's been a rough day and in the end I'm left standing out in the rain-

-I guess we're out of happy ends again-

-It's been six months and I think I'm falling in love-

-All I need is a god damn glass of water-